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Finding Emo

by Ginkins

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1.
Pay Day 03:11
I just got paid today Gonna go and throw all my cares away Gonna go and spend my check The last one that I know I'll ever get And I know that what I have is all I'll get You always think you're always right Always insinuating fights Even though you know it's all true I just got laid today Gonna go and throw my life Gonna go and waste my check Because it's the one I know I'll never get
2.
Java 01:56
I asked my mom if I could see the show She slapped me in the face and she said no So I called my girl and I went to my room Locked the door for a long hard screw I said Tie my up and ship me off to space Get me high and forget about the mace Make my bed and I'll sleep with you too It's alright 'cause I'm normal like you We snuck out and we saw the show Lynched the guard so we got first row Moshed till we dropped in fits of rage Woke up next didn't know her age I was a boy and I never got saved We drove around in my beat up car Went to the club to pick up girls We had dinner with roofied drinks Went to my room, she went with me
3.
If you ever wanna be my friend I'm a reject Standing in the pit next to all the social zits I'm a reject I'm a defect And that's what I like about you You're not cool, you're not cool You're not cool, you're not cool You're not cool and I don't think there's anything hip about you You're not cool, you're not cool Moshing on my head I'm ahead, I'm a head I'm a reject I wanna be my friend But I wanna be a friend I'm a reject I'm a defect Happy, I'm happy But I'm happy and unhappy I'm a reject Please that I'm flat And I'm flat and I'm fat I'm a reject I'm a defect Josh says you're cool And I'll take his word for it
4.
She came to me When I could barely sleep Opened up my eyes It was a big surprise to me That was what I said That was when she gave me head It was the best sex I never had Bragging, I'm bragging Brag about sex And I know that it's the best I know I'll never have Hanging at the dive Spewing out all more lies I got hipster hair Wearing stupid designer wear Make me feel like one When we have no fun It was the best sex I never had I know what I know I mean I'll tell you what I know
5.
Save Me 03:43
Every time I look around I always see the same old thing and I’ll tell you The same thing that I thought I saw before Every time that I try to change I always mess it up all the time Maybe I should stop trying at all Maybe I’m already dead inside Maybe I’m the one who starts the fights And when I look down hard inside It comes back up and gets me high Maybe I’m already dead inside Every time that I look at me I always see my imperfect flaws and I’ll tell you Maybe that’s why they hate me so Every time I spend the night I always sleep on your warm couch Where I cry myself to catatonic tears All around everyone is smiling Wish I was smiling, wish I could be happy too All my friends they seem so hallow And I’m shallow, I wanna feel nothing too Maybe I could blow my brains out Before I shout out, if that’s what you want me to I wish I could contain my sorrow Live till tomorrow Before I do something bad
6.
Excuse Me? 02:58
I don't mind if you don't mind I don't care if you don't care I don't mind, I don't have a mind I don't care, no one cares I'm horny And I'm weak I'm flacid And I can't speak If you were my friend You'd beat me up again
7.
I was never a part of your scene What ever you did it preceded me I remember being up front Being drunk Having fun And singing along to all of your songs I was never a part of your scene Displace, feeling displaced Running around My headache is lasting too long Stomach hurts Burning food Everything is the same old song Now I know the trick How to get into your clique When I was paying the door I was your paying whore Buy a toy Break my back I never wanna find my way back Get a shirt Drinking in the van You never wanted me as a fan Why do I always fuck up the room When I think I've come in too soon Run away and eat Chinese Stomach explodes Find my way home This is why I'm always alone When will I never learn

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"finding emo" is a concept EP about the rise and fall of a scenester.

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released January 11, 2005

Recorded December 2004 @ Uneven Studio
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David McGhee is both Autistic and gay. So talking smack about him is basically a hate crime.
When not bust'n caps and eating grass fed beef, he writes songs. Now he is in The Vanilla Milkshakes.

thevanillamilkshakes.bandcamp.com
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